So what if I am to die today?If I am to die todaySo what if I am to die today? by snowwolfsabertooth
What will I do?
The letters I have not finished
I'll finish them.
The things I've never done but wanted to,
I'll do them.
I will cook for my friends one last time
Tell all my friends that I love them
And take the hand of the girl I love and walk the last walk.
I will buy myself a nice bottle of wine, the best I can find
A small sip is enough,
The last kiss to the world.
And at the end, I would, I guess, wave with a smile.
But in truth
I don't know what to do.
I have nothing I can do, even though I know this can be my last day.
It's probably better for me to just die alone.
Love hurtsLove hurtsLove hurts by snowwolfsabertooth
'Cause it breaks your defenses
You're open to the few people you love
And the smallest thing can hurt you
The most unintentional thing.
Because that's how much you care about them
And that's how much you want them to care about you.
Mockery: My College EssayMy personal statement lays in a bin again. I struggle to find any truth in me that "the colleges will accept". I don't even know what the admission officers want to hear. It's either too childish, or too scary, or too dark, so says my counselor, my teachers, my psychiatrist, my parents.Mockery: My College Essay by snowwolfsabertooth
I am sick and I am tired.
If no college can accept me then I might as well not go.